ok update

I can tell you want some company
But I can't fix you
And you don't want me

As pretty as a car crash
Just another modern swinger singer;
Catch me if you can
With a cigarette in hand
&& It's love
It's heavey && it hurts
It's love

You're so cute when your slurring your speech
But the bar is closing - they want us to leave

when your left with only a bullet
i'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it

Her bone structure screams,
"Touch her, Touch her"
But my inhabitaions are still on duty
BUT, BUT, BUT
Do you see the way her eyebrows arch?
Imagine what her back can do ...

Giving up on hope
Living without love
We still type black lines
When the world is crashing down
These notes will fold themselves

8 comments until update

heartbroken && softspoken; so go on baby,
walk right past me; i'm used to it.

so let's end these conversations, and i'll give you your congratulations.
you've left me bare and burned out, with a broken heart and mind.
i heard it all heals in time

You seem out of context
In this gaudy apartment
A stranger with your door key
Explaining that I am just visiting
&& I am finally seeing,
Why I was the one worth leaving

there's a line of black water coming from her eye
he's won now it's not a tie
she always said she didn't care and she was strong
i guess now it's proven that she was dead wrong
he got the best of her and didn't care
they're right when they say life's not fair

Cause you're beautiful tonight
and the stars are burning bright.
And I give this curse to you
like there is nothing else to do.

not in a good mood.. but those 13 comments made me happy so heres your update.. keep up the good work!

love,

ashley

But it's a guilty pleasure
Deciding whether you were ever mine or not
But it's just apparent
That you weren't ever mine to start

so hold me close but don't get too comfortable
this might be the last time you hear my voice
is this goodbye? or is it goodnight?
i promise to call if you promise not to cry
because every tear you waste on me
isn't worth the air i breath

this city is quiet.
it feels like we own it.
but nothing really lasts forever
&& we know it

tonight my heart is cold
lost in your lies, shallow replies
tonight i'll just let go
lost in your eyes, transparent cries

Sometimes you need to put the past behind.
The saddest aside.
You need to forget everything you ever felt.
Your feelings. Your thoughts.
Everything that was ever there.
Because you can't get hurt if you don't care.
But it sure is lonely all by yourself.

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up in the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the thing you said

His abscence
Feels like a violent loss
Of some part of me;
A rib or a lung

This city is quiet,
It seems like we own it
But nothing really last forever
&& We know it

He has no idea what goes on through her mind.
She's so good at pretending. ¢¾

Look around
You see this world?
Where you are bound
Its painted black and white, my love
Its painted black and white

so i havent updated for awhile because i havent had 8 comments..  so 8 more comments till next update.. and if you guys can get 20 before then i'll put 100 quotes on here.. deal?

so yea comments?

love,

ashley

resting my head against the window pane,
looking out to the other lane,
wondered why you've changed
&& if your ever gonna come back again

my memory I wrote you down in ink
I never wanted to erase your story
Even with the tragedy it brings

I've got a big fat fucking bone
To pick with you, darling
In case you haven't heard
I'm sick && tired of fighting
I wish you would take my radio
To bathe with you,
Plugged in and ready to fall

just tell me it's tearing you apart
please, just tell me it's keeping you
from falling asleep at night.

Her face is blistering,
From these arguements
Your dirty words
Paid without any given thought,
Time and time again
Dont't you think it's getting old?

Thank you for making me
Worthless in your eyes.

Who shot the bullet
That killed the air tonight?
Without a thought, without a reason
Take a gun called hate
Up against your heart
&PULL THE TRIGGER

So what if she's not perfect?
She loves you.

My straight faced grin is the first to leave
hand in hand with the queen of tragedy
Why do I hurt just on purpose?
I guess I lack a purpose.

she drops her hopes
and dreams
and just lets go.

I hate myself for needing this
I love our twisted little mess
I know its wrong but it feels right
The taste of tears are bittersweet tonight

but she can't let go
of the memories she
has of him.

i didnt get alot of comments but considering it was either yesterday or the day before i'll upate

8 more comments until the next post..

no credit to anyone unless you have personally wrote the quotes yourself.. then usually i dont take the quotes

love,

ashley

you know its meant to be,

when even the times

you cant stand him

hes the only person on your mind<3

***I like this quote cause it reminds me of kyle***

so try and take a swing at me

My pride's spilled on the floor, my hands and knees are bruised, and i'm crawling back to you

close my eyes
just for tonight